05.04.05
I Hope You Read This, Melissa
1st of all, what have i EVER done to you?
its obvious you have issues. anyone who knows you knows at least that. but more importantly, what have i ever done?
the last time we hung out was great. i dont get it.
unfortunately i didnt see your goodbye entry to me before you deleted it or something. by the way, why IS it gone?
it couldn't be because your argument was completely idiotic, and later when you tell others about this make sure u dont tell them i said you were idiotic; just your argument was. you are angry with me because i didn't tell you about christine, am i right?
well here is my rebuttal (forgive me for the spelling): i dont need permission from you to date people. i dont ever remember promising to tell you when i liked someone, but that should be no surprise to you because if you ever knew me you know i have a terrible memory. even if i did promise that, it shouldnt matter. you found out about us going out BEFORE I TOLD ANYONE! BEFORE I EVEN GOT BACK FROM THE BAND TRIP!!!! besides we have been broken up for many months now. i know you have problems with ex-bfs but its not like i left you to go out with her like someone else i know. and its not like i've fucked a bunch of people since weve broken up like another person i know.
heres the bottom line: i think your argument is absolutely absurd. but i am not willing to give up on our friendship for something as silly as this. please respond to this and remember that this is about your argument, not you, so dont take offense.
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skazmie ...05.33 pm
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04.14.05
stolen from stave stolen from laura
i'm just gonna make some comments on this. i'll explain my interest in this random person named stave later. just remember i have no clue who this person is.
stolen from linda it's been a while since I took any of linda's survey things.. so this one isn't gonna be cut. in fact, I'll go one better and make it public!
10 ENTIRELY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I'm very good at standardized tests. Me too! 2. I'm trying to teach myself how to sculpt things. Not me too 3. for the last four years, I have always worn a ring on my right ring finger. Yep definately not me too 4. I love the smell of vanilla.It's aight... 5. no matter how intelligent I may seem, I still like to blow stuff up once in a while. I LOVE to blow things up! (: 6. I've been kind of wanting to own a plant for a while now Like a green plant that grows? 7. I've only said the words "I love you" to two people that weren't in my family. OH STOP BEING EMO! 8. I hate rain. Sometimes. But it is refreshing, scentful, and fun to run around in 9. when I sleep, I like to be facing the edge of the bed I'm lying on. I can't sleep very well facing the center of the bed. I don't know why. In my bed i' m facing the edge no matter what 10. I don't like to "go out" on weekends. what's wrong with you?!?!?!?!?!
9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART This is a load of crap. i'm skipping this all togather, stave 1. make me laugh 2. oh, laugh at my jokes too. 3. care. ask how my day went, be interested in me. 4. give me handmade gifts 5. teach me about your passions 6. treat me like a person, not a walking calculator 7. understand that I suck at expressing emotions 8. trust me 9. forgive me when I admit I was wrong
8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 1. lately, my four band puzzle ring wicked awesome!.......NOT! 2. glasses. yay blindness! i dont think blind people would feel the same way 3. dark blue jeans oh yeah! well, i like wearing hair... what? 4. some kind of dark t-shirt HISSSSSSSSSS!!! GOTH! HISSSSSSSS!!! BURN HIM AT THE STAKE!!! 5. my wallet 'n chain i hate those things! GO HOME! 6. old spice (pure sport, arctic force, or fresh, depending on mood)more like OLD AND STUPID! 7. a pen and pencil what? why? 8. keys but of course
7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME 1. telling me what to do STOP BEING STUPID! 2. treating me like an idiot um.... oops... 3. trying to make me look like one but but... YOU ARE ONE!! 4. rap yo yo yo... you suck PATTY CAKES IN THE HIZZOUSE! 5. professors that assign homework over breaks they do suck. major balls. not minor ones. 6. college in general ohhhh.... i can't wait to go to college 7. the french. *angry fist shake* have to agree with you there
6 PLACES I'VE VISITED 1. davis who/what/where? 2. florida i'm going there today! 3. barstow nope. 4. canada hey! i've been there too! for at most 3 hours 5. alcatraz! go back. please. 6. uh.. vegas uh.. whatever.. \/\/
5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE 1. earn seven digits' worth of money that would be nice 2. own a home yup 3. have a better car than my brother i feel the same way bout my sister! 4. see vince again can't wait 5. go on a trip outside of north america BEEN THERE! DONE THAT! in your face, stavey!
4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF 1. I've got kind of the opposite of claustrophobia weird 2. the thought of not being in control eh... 3. losing loved ones normal 4. failure too bad. you already FAILED AT LIFE
3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY 1. eat/drink something unhealthy more than SOMETHING 2. check da email what does that last comment mean? 3. say goodnight to who? laura? awww... is she your more than something?
2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW 1. calc homework. blah! one of my favorite past times. trying not to do calc hw... 2. think about how tired I'll be tomorrow guess who doesn't care. ME!
1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW 1. "if you don't know, you don't know me well enough." <-- what linda said. awwww...
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04.12.05
Wicked... Awesome.....O!
A lot of stuf happed but i cant tell. you.
you killed my brother! i mean computer!
you don't understand... you ALL understand! i mean don't understand! AHHHHHHHHHH!
i don't remember your name davie.
grumble grumble grumble
crapfully yours...
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yo yo yo yo... i kneed a knew user pick... ):
Penguins HAH! who kneeds them?
avast ye! mortals i bring bunnies! FLUFFY BUNNIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
violence is fun. bad but fun.
so dont do the violence if there are adult figures around
booz tonight dans house pronto!
millionty? eleventy and one?
MILLION-EVENTY AND ONE!
blue......BLUE!!!
bleu...
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04.04.05
DAMN YOU DAYLIGHT SAVINGS!
its late... and i'm awake. ok. its not that late but considering i have to wake up at 6, its late. i was just rediscovering old hobbies. o! the good times we had! me and my hobbies. sigh... now that the play is over i have time to do stuff. LIKE WORK! yea money! yea labor! yea no time! again! it seems i traded fun for money and i'm still not left with any extra time. what good is money if you don't have time to spend it?!
speaking of money... anyone who owes me $90 dollars for you know what, you know when... i really need that money ASAP. i don't want to have to start torturing ya. WHAT NO I MEAN UH NO ACK SHAZAM! STOP DONT READ THAT NOT TORTURE FUN! FUN FUNNY FUN FUN FUN! LOTS OF CANDY! MMMMM YOU LIKE CANDY NOT TORTURE. THATS WHY I GIVE YOU CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY DEATH CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN GUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH HEAD YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY BLOODY HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY... he he he... he... AHHH! he he he...
<let me take this moment to remind of my tired-icity>
he he he... internet etiquette? no caps? angry mobs? riots?
speaking of swhitchery that reminds me of the race riots in plainfield my mom told me about when MLK Jr. was assassinated.
my eyes sag like the corners of my soul. emo emo emo.
ACK!
This getsa reating of: SMILLEY (smill - EE) TOP HAPKINS DIET FAT
perhaps NO! ugh..... lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllets czech homestarrunner
i wanna apologize to the race riots for the overuse of CAPS in this post. i'm a lil turd.
i mean tired.
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02.26.05
not much time to do anything this weekend got scholarship stuff to do, work, plus a bunch of people are in D.C. for JSA.
why is college so expensive?
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02.22.05
hungry!
DAMN! I'm hungry. Another morning... without breakfast. Now i'm starting to think i should eat more than 2 meals a day. Sleep is better than food tho.
Soooooo dont want to be in school today. Tomorrow either. And next week isn't good either. Let's just say I want to go to college. Killing time in Comp Sci. I have scholarship stuff to do today. Never could do that Survivor thing. I'd probably eat my arm off. Gonna go eat now.
Lots to do. I just don't want to do it. Zounds!
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skazmie ...11.08 am
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02.19.05
HOUSED!
new york was cold. but wicked awesome! the gates were pretty wicked but i think my expectations were too high after everything everyone had said. it was very cold. and windy. and cold. i think i appreciated the beauty of central park more than that of the gates; however, had it been warmer i'm sure i would have liked it more.
we went to find somewhere to eat at union sq. chloe found a pretty good place. good call chloe! the we went and had some rice pudding at rice to riches. Man, that stuff is wicked awesome. we then went to all the thrift stores and vintage clothing stores in lower manhattan to find shoes for the west side story, more importantly to waste time. Oh! i also got some scarves and a hat from urban outfitters, some of which were FIFTY CENTS! 70 sumthin and broadway. keep in mind each store has a different sale depending how each item is selling at that store.
the went to the MOMA and waited a line to get in for free. saw some famous things like Starry Night and Persistance of Memory. i never realised how small some of dali's paintings were. they had two both of which were not much bigger than this computer screen. i also got a free poster of a bunch of people who either commited suicide by shooting themselves or were shot by someone else, usually someone they knew.
came home and went to fridays with people. i still gotta pay back emily. oops! soon...
gotta work today. not looking forward to it, but money is good to have.
lookin for somethin to do after work at 10 so call me!
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02.16.05
Stigmata
Everyday i have a messy blue dot on my palm. It's from a pen but i never know how it gets there. I must be godly.
Anyway, been real busy with stuff. I don't know what stuff, but i have been busy. I'm gonna go to the city on friday. and it will. be fun. i will eat good. food. dans stupid. and not beautiful.
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Calc test was eh. Really hungry right now I dont know what i'm doing today. not dan. hahahahahahahahaah. People. I hate them. Especially in... Westfield. Not People who live in westfield, just those who hang out there. Little rabbit jumped in front of my car the other day. Blame Michelle Regg. Every fucking day im so fucking bored, yet i have no time to do anything. Damn it.
English quiz. open notes. she wouldn't let me get my notes. Not very nice. going qto qkill qdaqnqqq leave qmqy keqyqboqarqd qalqoqnqeqqqq iq qqhaqtqe qqdaqqnqqqq so i'm going to leave the q's in as proof of my hatred. hmmmm... that doesnt make sense
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he doesnt know what i did.
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