steve... kaz... ([info]skazmie) wrote,
@ 2005-05-04 17:33:00
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I Hope You Read This, Melissa
1st of all, what have i EVER done to you?

its obvious you have issues. anyone who knows you knows at least that. but more importantly, what have i ever done?

the last time we hung out was great. i dont get it.

unfortunately i didnt see your goodbye entry to me before you deleted it or something. by the way, why IS it gone?

it couldn't be because your argument was completely idiotic, and later when you tell others about this make sure u dont tell them i said you were idiotic; just your argument was. you are angry with me because i didn't tell you about christine, am i right?

well here is my rebuttal (forgive me for the spelling):
i dont need permission from you to date people.
i dont ever remember promising to tell you when i liked someone, but that should be no surprise to you because if you ever knew me you know i have a terrible memory.
even if i did promise that, it shouldnt matter.
you found out about us going out BEFORE I TOLD ANYONE! BEFORE I EVEN GOT BACK FROM THE BAND TRIP!!!!
besides we have been broken up for many months now.
i know you have problems with ex-bfs but its not like i left you to go out with her like someone else i know.
and its not like i've fucked a bunch of people since weve broken up like another person i know.

heres the bottom line:
i think your argument is absolutely absurd.
but i am not willing to give up on our friendship for something as silly as this.
please respond to this and remember that this is about your argument, not you, so dont take offense.

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Want my last entry??
[info]suppahiro
2005-05-05 04:04 am UTC (link)
"Yes its 2:41am.

Before I went to sleep, I was really HiGH.

I did a lot of thinking.

If I wasnt Steve's ex gf, obviously I wouldnt be as mad.
If I wasnt his ex gf, I wouldnt have asked him to tell me in person otherwise.

But why does it really matter?

I shouldnt have gotten so mad. Well. DUH. I need my fuckin time to realize things.
And with people who know me, you know I'm not so stubborn to learn my mistakes.

Even though I'm incredibly hurt in this situation, Steve isnt the cause of it. He isnt responsible for my feelings either. What he did was so minor. I can easily brush that aside for anyone else.

I dont know... I need this.
I need to completely cut him off.

All the people i care about deserve happiness. Overall, I'm happy for him.

and I really hope Steve reads it. If not, mention it to him (im depending on you Dan).
Maybe we'll talk later in the future.
Enjoy college, you're going to love it. Be sure to hang out with all your friends often before college starts! It was nice knowing you. I hope you have a goodbye for me as well.

Bye Steve."
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I deleted it April 27th, 2005. I realized the same that i messaged you that I was wrong. I just needed to calm down.

Few reasons why I deleted the entry: 1. I had entries about you starting from when I sensed your new gf and I decided to delete them because I shouldnt have bashed you. 2. I just assumed that you read my goodbye entry and decided not to respond. Didnt realize how long you took to respond. I had to delete it because it upset me whenever I encountered the entry on my lj.

I have no idea why you decided to respond now. Its not like im still outraged with your new relationship. At this point im learning to accept it.

So yeah. I known for awhile that I was wrong like I originally stated in my goodbye entry. I should have kept it up because I have no freakin clue when you'll evenually read what I write to you.

I have to admit that this entry did hurt me. I am going through a lot of shit right now and Im very sensitive to everything at this point. Being sick and having my period adds to the mix.

Overall, I still cant be friends with you. Even though Im accepting your relationship I know it will hurt me if I saw you guys together or even just you. And The last time we hung out... you have no idea how much I cried when i got home. I shouldnt have bashed you. You're not a bad person. Until I can ocmpletely get over you, I'm going to be hurting myself whenever Im around you. And my animosity towards you is just me trying to push you away.

please respond as soon as possible. I would really like a response,

Melk

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another thing
[info]suppahiro
2005-05-05 04:44 am UTC (link)
i'm going to be home for the weekend for mothers day. I dont know if you think its best we talk in person. Its just a suggestion. So just give me a call at home or whatever if you want.

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Re: another thing
(Anonymous)
2008-02-15 12:40 pm UTC (link)
so whats it feel like knowing your ex is a murderer?

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Re: another thing
(Anonymous)
2008-02-15 02:15 pm UTC (link)
hope the mother fucker rots in hell where he belongs, stupid fuck.

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lord
(Anonymous)
2005-06-06 05:16 am UTC (link)
If she only knew that you cheated on her... twice.

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[info]iyago
2008-02-15 12:14 pm UTC (link)
http://mydeathspace.com/article/2008/02/14/Catalina_Garcia_(20),_Ryanne_Mace_(19),_and_Julianna_Gehant_(32)_were_shot_and_killed_at_NIU_on_Valentine_s_Day

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Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-15 02:39 pm UTC (link)
Y'all, I really don't think this is the Steve Kazmierczak you are assuming it is. This kid was 18 in 2005, he was in high school.

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Re: Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-15 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Thanks for bringing a little commonsense and sanity to this hate-in.

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Re: Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-16 01:12 am UTC (link)
I think it is. Look at the picture of "Skazmie" under the "view all user pics" link on his profile.

Sure looks like him - same nose, shape of face, brows.

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Re: Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-16 04:26 pm UTC (link)
Also, he does not state his age anywhere in this blog. Or his profile or anything.

Not only that, on his 09.16.04, he states that he has finally reached college.

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Re: Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-16 04:27 pm UTC (link)
I meant on his 09/16/04 post.

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Re: Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-16 04:42 pm UTC (link)
Er rather, actually he states that he is in college. He doesn't state what year. Although from the tone of the post, he sounds pretty happy to be there.

But it still matches up. The news says he is a graduate. If he was in college in 2004 (either his first year or even second), then it makes perfect sense that he would be be a university graduate somewhere by or before 2008.

I say that it's him. The picture even looks like him. The news is even stating to report that he breakup which the details of sound awfully similar to this post.

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Re: Not the NIU guy
(Anonymous)
2008-02-16 11:50 pm UTC (link)
*he had a

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cho called
(Anonymous)
2008-02-15 11:20 pm UTC (link)
he says you are a n00b

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(Anonymous)
2008-02-18 12:03 am UTC (link)
Posting in legendary an heros journal.

Cho "The Blazin' Azn" laughs at your pitiful score.

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He is not Steve Kazmierczak
(Anonymous)
2008-02-19 09:36 am UTC (link)
It's imposible he be Steve Kazmierczak, this men is Steve Kazmierkiewicz.
Before a research for me, i get a conclusion of this is not the shooter by a few reasons.

1.- In the photos, these men's are not similars (check the nose of Steve Kazmierkiewicz).
2.- Suppahiro (Melissa), your girlfriend, always living in New Jersey, in fact, she is of Scotch Plains Fanwood High School, in New Jersey.
3.- Steve Kazmierkiewicz is of Fanwood, in New Jersey, and never visited Illinois.
4.- In 2004, he is on 17 years old, and 2005, 18, and 2006, he get into the College.
5.- In this blog, he mentioned, that he and your friend Dan Wass, continued visiting Rutgers University, in New Jersey. Illions is so far away to New Jersey.
6.- Suppahiro is one year older than Steve Kazmierkiewic. In these days, Suppahiro get 22 years old, then, in the present, Steve Kazmierkiewic gets 21 years old.
7.- And apparently, Steve Kazmierkiewic, got to Stevens Institute of Technology: Hoboken, New Jersey, USA, check this page: http://209.85.173.104/search?q=cache:v-nMI5qIXpYJ:www.stevens.edu/sga/legislation/2006-04-30/5%2520Elements%2520Member%2520List.xls+Steve+Kazmierkiewicz&hl=es&ct=clnk&cd=23&gl=mx&client=firefox-a
8.- These is not the man... sorry guys.

Atte. Joshua Orb.

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Re: He is not Steve Kazmierczak
(Anonymous)
2008-02-19 09:45 am UTC (link)
By the way, Steve Kazmierczak "a native of Elk Grove Village, Illinois, Kazmierczak graduated from Elk Grove High School in 1998" (Wikipedia), and this guy, Steve Kazmierkiewic, got to the High School yet on 2005. Imposible that was the shooter on NIU.

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H. Klinton vs Obama
(Anonymous)
2008-03-18 05:04 am UTC (link)
H. Klinton vs Obama. How you think who will win elections in Unated States of America?

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