erophelie, i know exactly what you mean. im sure i have more friends in our grade than i think i do but it seems like there are only 2 or 3. i also am fed up with certain people who push their real friends away only to hang out with people that they happen to think are their friends at that moment.

i also find it kinda sadisticaly amusing that while i am very accepting and try my best to be genuinely nice to everyone there are people who dont feel comfortable hanging out with me.

likewise, i find me distancing myself because im concerned about making other people uncomfortable with my presence.

what is wrong with me...