Emo-Sexual...

I Hope You Read This, Melissa

Wed, 04 May 2005 21:58:36 GMT

1st of all, what have i EVER done to you?

its obvious you have issues. anyone who knows you knows at least that. but more importantly, what have i ever done?

the last time we hung out was great. i dont get it.

unfortunately i didnt see your goodbye entry to me before you deleted it or something. by the way, why IS it gone?

it couldn't be because your argument was completely idiotic, and later when you tell others about this make sure u dont tell them i said you were idiotic; just your argument was. you are angry with me because i didn't tell you about christine, am i right?

well here is my rebuttal (forgive me for the spelling):
i dont need permission from you to date people.
i dont ever remember promising to tell you when i liked someone, but that should be no surprise to you because if you ever knew me you know i have a terrible memory.
even if i did promise that, it shouldnt matter.
you found out about us going out BEFORE I TOLD ANYONE! BEFORE I EVEN GOT BACK FROM THE BAND TRIP!!!!
besides we have been broken up for many months now.
i know you have problems with ex-bfs but its not like i left you to go out with her like someone else i know.
and its not like i've fucked a bunch of people since weve broken up like another person i know.

heres the bottom line:
i think your argument is absolutely absurd.
but i am not willing to give up on our friendship for something as silly as this.
please respond to this and remember that this is about your argument, not you, so dont take offense.

stolen from stave stolen from laura

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 15:25:24 GMT

i'm just gonna make some comments on this.
i'll explain my interest in this random person named stave later. just remember i have no clue who this person is.

stolen from linda
it's been a while since I took any of linda's survey things.. so this one isn't gonna be cut. in fact, I'll go one better and make it public!

10 ENTIRELY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1. I'm very good at standardized tests. Me too!
2. I'm trying to teach myself how to sculpt things. Not me too
3. for the last four years, I have always worn a ring on my right ring finger. Yep definately not me too
4. I love the smell of vanilla.It's aight...
5. no matter how intelligent I may seem, I still like to blow stuff up once in a while. I LOVE to blow things up! (:
6. I've been kind of wanting to own a plant for a while now Like a green plant that grows?
7. I've only said the words "I love you" to two people that weren't in my family. OH STOP BEING EMO!
8. I hate rain. Sometimes. But it is refreshing, scentful, and fun to run around in
9. when I sleep, I like to be facing the edge of the bed I'm lying on. I can't sleep very well facing the center of the bed. I don't know why. In my bed i' m facing the edge no matter what
10. I don't like to "go out" on weekends. what's wrong with you?!?!?!?!?!

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART This is a load of crap. i'm skipping this all togather, stave
1. make me laugh
2. oh, laugh at my jokes too.
3. care. ask how my day went, be interested in me.
4. give me handmade gifts
5. teach me about your passions
6. treat me like a person, not a walking calculator
7. understand that I suck at expressing emotions
8. trust me
9. forgive me when I admit I was wrong

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
1. lately, my four band puzzle ring wicked awesome!.......NOT!
2. glasses. yay blindness! i dont think blind people would feel the same way
3. dark blue jeans oh yeah! well, i like wearing hair... what?
4. some kind of dark t-shirt HISSSSSSSSSS!!! GOTH! HISSSSSSSS!!! BURN HIM AT THE STAKE!!!
5. my wallet 'n chain i hate those things! GO HOME!
6. old spice (pure sport, arctic force, or fresh, depending on mood)more like OLD AND STUPID!
7. a pen and pencil what? why?
8. keys but of course

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1. telling me what to do STOP BEING STUPID!
2. treating me like an idiot um.... oops...
3. trying to make me look like one but but... YOU ARE ONE!!
4. rap yo yo yo... you suck PATTY CAKES IN THE HIZZOUSE!
5. professors that assign homework over breaks they do suck. major balls. not minor ones.
6. college in general ohhhh.... i can't wait to go to college
7. the french. *angry fist shake* have to agree with you there

6 PLACES I'VE VISITED
1. davis who/what/where?
2. florida i'm going there today!
3. barstow nope.
4. canada hey! i've been there too! for at most 3 hours
5. alcatraz! go back. please.
6. uh.. vegas uh.. whatever.. \/\/

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. earn seven digits' worth of money that would be nice
2. own a home yup
3. have a better car than my brother i feel the same way bout my sister!
4. see vince again can't wait
5. go on a trip outside of north america BEEN THERE! DONE THAT! in your face, stavey!

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
1. I've got kind of the opposite of claustrophobia weird
2. the thought of not being in control eh...
3. losing loved ones normal
4. failure too bad. you already FAILED AT LIFE

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1. eat/drink something unhealthy more than SOMETHING
2. check da email what does that last comment mean?
3. say goodnight to who? laura? awww... is she your more than something?

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
1. calc homework. blah! one of my favorite past times. trying not to do calc hw...
2. think about how tired I'll be tomorrow guess who doesn't care. ME!

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
1. "if you don't know, you don't know me well enough." <-- what linda said. awwww...

Wicked... Awesome.....O!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 15:17:11 GMT

A lot of stuf happed but i cant tell. you.

you killed my brother! i mean computer!

you don't understand... you ALL understand! i mean don't understand! AHHHHHHHHHH!

i don't remember your name davie.

grumble grumble grumble

crapfully yours...

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yo yo yo yo...
i kneed a knew user pick... ):

Penguins HAH! who kneeds them?

avast ye! mortals i bring bunnies! FLUFFY BUNNIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

violence is fun.
bad but fun.

so dont do the violence if there are adult figures around

booz tonight dans house pronto!

millionty? eleventy and one?

MILLION-EVENTY AND ONE!

blue......BLUE!!!

bleu...

DAMN YOU DAYLIGHT SAVINGS!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 05:41:16 GMT

its late... and i'm awake. ok. its not that late but considering i have to wake up at 6, its late. i was just rediscovering old hobbies. o! the good times we had! me and my hobbies. sigh... now that the play is over i have time to do stuff. LIKE WORK! yea money! yea labor! yea no time! again! it seems i traded fun for money and i'm still not left with any extra time. what good is money if you don't have time to spend it?!

speaking of money... anyone who owes me $90 dollars for you know what, you know when... i really need that money ASAP. i don't want to have to start torturing ya. WHAT NO I MEAN UH NO ACK SHAZAM! STOP DONT READ THAT NOT TORTURE FUN! FUN FUNNY FUN FUN FUN! LOTS OF CANDY! MMMMM YOU LIKE CANDY NOT TORTURE. THATS WHY I GIVE YOU CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY DEATH CANDY CANDY CANDY CANDY FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN GUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH HEAD YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY BLOODY HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY... he he he... he... AHHH! he he he...

<let me take this moment to remind of my tired-icity>

he he he... internet etiquette? no caps? angry mobs? riots?

speaking of swhitchery that reminds me of the race riots in plainfield my mom told me about when MLK Jr. was assassinated.

my eyes sag like the corners of my soul. emo emo emo.

ACK!

This getsa reating of: SMILLEY (smill - EE) TOP HAPKINS DIET FAT

perhaps NO! ugh..... lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllets czech homestarrunner

i wanna apologize to the race riots for the overuse of CAPS in this post. i'm a lil turd.

i mean tired.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 03:11:37 GMT

Hehe...
I'm on Roastbeef.
Hehe...

...Roastbeef cluster...hehe...

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 05:47:21 GMT

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Sat, 26 Feb 2005 05:43:31 GMT

not much time to do anything this weekend
got scholarship stuff to do, work, plus a bunch of people are in D.C. for JSA.

why is college so expensive?

hungry!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 16:16:52 GMT

DAMN! I'm hungry.
Another morning... without breakfast.
Now i'm starting to think i should eat more than 2 meals a day.
Sleep is better than food tho.

Soooooo dont want to be in school today.
Tomorrow either.
And next week isn't good either.
Let's just say I want to go to college.
Killing time in Comp Sci.
I have scholarship stuff to do today.
Never could do that Survivor thing. I'd probably eat my arm off.
Gonna go eat now.

Lots to do.
I just don't want to do it.
Zounds!

HOUSED!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 20:08:32 GMT

new york was cold. but wicked awesome! the gates were pretty wicked but i think my expectations were too high after everything everyone had said. it was very cold. and windy. and cold. i think i appreciated the beauty of central park more than that of the gates; however, had it been warmer i'm sure i would have liked it more.

we went to find somewhere to eat at union sq. chloe found a pretty good place. good call chloe! the we went and had some rice pudding at rice to riches. Man, that stuff is wicked awesome. we then went to all the thrift stores and vintage clothing stores in lower manhattan to find shoes for the west side story, more importantly to waste time. Oh! i also got some scarves and a hat from urban outfitters, some of which were FIFTY CENTS! 70 sumthin and broadway. keep in mind each store has a different sale depending how each item is selling at that store.

the went to the MOMA and waited a line to get in for free. saw some famous things like Starry Night and Persistance of Memory. i never realised how small some of dali's paintings were. they had two both of which were not much bigger than this computer screen. i also got a free poster of a bunch of people who either commited suicide by shooting themselves or were shot by someone else, usually someone they knew.

came home and went to fridays with people. i still gotta pay back emily. oops! soon...

gotta work today. not looking forward to it, but money is good to have.

lookin for somethin to do after work at 10 so call me!

Stigmata

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 16:12:01 GMT

Everyday i have a messy blue dot on my palm. It's from a pen but i never know how it gets there. I must be godly.

Anyway, been real busy with stuff. I don't know what stuff, but i have been busy. I'm gonna go to the city on friday. and it will. be fun. i will eat good. food. dans stupid. and not beautiful.

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Calc test was eh.
Really hungry right now
I dont know what i'm doing today. not dan. hahahahahahahahaah.
People. I hate them. Especially in... Westfield. Not
People who live in westfield, just those who hang out there.
Little rabbit jumped in front of my car the other day. Blame Michelle Regg.
Every fucking day im so fucking bored, yet i have no time to do anything.
Damn it.

English quiz. open notes. she wouldn't let me get my notes.
Not very nice.
going qto qkill qdaqnqqq
leave qmqy keqyqboqarqd qalqoqnqeqqqq
iq qqhaqtqe qqdaqqnqqqq
so i'm going to leave the q's in as proof of my hatred.
hmmmm... that doesnt make sense

Killing dan rightq qnow.
i think he left a dqumqb comment on my entqryq
die dqie qdqieq qdiqe qdiqe qdiqeq dqiqeq dqieq qdqiqeqqqq

he doesnt know what i did.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 01:30:41 GMT

(-: im glad my userpic has served its purpose. i do feel a lil better aside from the chunks-o-flesh i cough up.

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 18:38:48 GMT

sick... again... im gonna change my user pic.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 19:38:55 GMT

erophelie, i know exactly what you mean. im sure i have more friends in our grade than i think i do but it seems like there are only 2 or 3. i also am fed up with certain people who push their real friends away only to hang out with people that they happen to think are their friends at that moment.

i also find it kinda sadisticaly amusing that while i am very accepting and try my best to be genuinely nice to everyone there are people who dont feel comfortable hanging out with me.

likewise, i find me distancing myself because im concerned about making other people uncomfortable with my presence.

what is wrong with me...

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 16:20:33 GMT

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 15:55:10 GMT

"So now I'm scared. She's gonna call on me all the time and I'll say something stupid and she'll eat me."
"Sheep brains are tiny. Tiny and stinky. Stinky like ass. oh and slimy, we can['t] forget slimy."
-hungryforsleep

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mixed emotions.
excited. happpy. first semester is over. half way there.
depressed. sad. disbelief.
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my dad is incapable of being nice.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 19:58:37 GMT

You Are 21 Years Old

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

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Wed, 26 Jan 2005 04:23:46 GMT

did you ever notice that the dayquil gel tablets taste putridly smooth?

I feel good

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:43:01 GMT

i feel good the physics profecte is done and i had a drink or two. and i fixed the archive page. ima go to bed now. ima tired. ima go. ima bye. ima forgot a period. ima oH! look! ri remembered it! ima sleep...

According to self-proclaimed experts...

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 22:42:40 GMT

According to those infamous self-proclaimed experts, today is the most depressing day of the year. That must be why i feel like this. i'm sorry dan. im sure ill feel better tomorrow.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 18:02:10 GMT

let me put it this way... dan, you have been really pissing me off lately. we were planning on hanging out today, weren't we? and whenever you're out with liz, just tell me! dont say "uh... i'm busy right now..." this is not the first time you have gone ahead and done something else when we've had plans. if you don't want to hang out with me, tell me so i can stop wasting my time trying to be your friend.

dont take this the wrong way, if you even read it. i just want you to be completely honest with me. this entry may seem a little harsh. that's because im a little upset right now and i apologize for that.

i dont want to lose you as a friend because you are my closest friend. i trust you more than anyone, and depending on your response to this entry, that could be a very sad thing on my part.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 17:07:23 GMT

i fixed the entry page and the reply page, which i didnt know needed fixing. i still need to fix the archive page. hopefully there arent any other hidden pages that need fixing. im gonna try to find a more reliable place for my pics seeing as they dont show up all the time. if you have any suggestion of where i can upload my pics, please let me know.

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